Needing a change

I haven't been on here for a while. I take that back, i read the blogs i follow weekly but I don't take the time to blog...
I work 2 jobs, go to school, Im a leader at Youth Group and i need a break. I love that my husband gets to hang out with his friends a few times a week, but today i realized im JEALOUS! my best friends are SOO busy, as am I, so we are lucky to get together 2 times a month if that. I want to sew, knit, paint, decorate (first i really need a house) and do WELL in school. I wish i could work part time... My husbands work needs to give him a raise before i go insane!!!!! NONE of his friends (besides his cuz who is married) have girlfriends so all i do is hang with the guys...

On a positive note... I am taking my CNA test on the 27th and am praying i pass so i can skip the whole class and possibly get a new job.... God has continually provided for us. when our bank account gets low we get an odd job/ house sitting gig that builds it up again! I have a job, a car, a place to live, food in the fridge, and a wonderful husband!!!!! Life could be better but it could be worse so why am i complaining???

I need girl time to do girly things and i think ill be ok!